Hypnotized ;

2010-12-30T16:21:00.002+08:00

I JUST WANNA GO BACK TO THE TIME WHEN I ACTUALLY MEANT SOMETHING TO YOU.

2010-12-26T00:04:00.001+08:00

I JUST WANT SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS ME )':

Merry X'Mas.

2010-12-24T20:14:00.013+08:00

He hates looking at the camera ):

Hellohello! 23rd December was such an awesome but tiring day! Woke up at 10 plus and was late! Cuz meeting bi at 11. In the end met at ard 11.30! Only had 3 hours of sleep because i fell asleep at only 7 am for i.dont.know.wad.reason. Yeah.

Follow Bi to school to hand in his Sec 5 application form! Well, hope that he really gets in! Results will be know on 30th dec! Aish, so late! ): Anyway, there's so many new sec 1s in the school! Hahahaha! All crowd at e gate!

Went off to meet Geraldine, Marilyn an KaiBoon at MRT station! Hahaha! We were actually the earliest! But Marilyn was there before us. Hahahaha! We went to T1 arcade first before going to the MRT station! SO WE WERE FIRST ACTUALLY. Okay, lame.

Went to eat Long John Silver. I was damn hungry! Maybe thats e reason why i cant get to slepe at night! I didnt eat breakfast, but i didnt eat anything at LJS. That means i skip both breakfast and lunch. How awesomeeeeee. Ate a few Bi's fries and drank some of his water. Hehehe! Had been eating LJS for quite a number of time alr! Within this month!

Was discussing where to go but have no idea! Wanted ice skating and stuff, but its too ex! We wanted to go bowling, but its boring hahaha! So in the end, we didnt go. But we went to Clarke Quay instead. How far ! HAHAHA! Went to buy sticky! Weeeee!

Just too cute!

The MRT ride there was so oh.i.dont.know.how.to.say. Some middle age guy pretending to be old so that WE will let up our seats to them. But haha, NONO, we didnt! So, he went to tell people about us. Purposely only. Like wtf sia, not old act old. Senior citizen, act one only sia. So yeah, maybe that OLD MAN was cursing and swearing at us throughout e whole MRT ride he was taking. But he still got e seat in the end. Maybe some kind hearted soul ke lian him. Hahaha!

Went to buy sticky and they were doing some demonstration. So we queued up like some typical singaporeans to get a free some lollipop! Its like made on the spot lohh! So cool haha. And its hot and soft at first! But after awhile, became hard le.

Went down to their main shop. Bought for myself rainbow rock and i bought Bi i love you rock. Hehe, i so good right! Wanted to buy jar de for him. But didnt have le! So sad ): But its okay! Hahaha! The queue was long lohh!

Walked around the central, not knowing wad to do. In the end, we went out to the river side to take pictures. Hahaha. Took quite alot! Tried jumpshots. But idk the pictures are with who. Hahaha! But i think is Epic fail de la!

Trained back to Tampines to buy food for steamboat at night at Geraldine's house. The train was like, got alot ppl. And we all, Geraldine, Jg, Marilyn, Sh, kb and me are like typical singaporeans trying to block e way. We standing at the door then reach every station we purposely dont want to move away! HAHAHA! Scarly we on stomp sia. Best. LOL. Then we laugh like damn loud HAHAHA!

Went to Fairprice for e food! Bought damn alot cuz we scared not enough. In the end we bought like $61.20! Actually not really alot :-P Still haven return Geraldine the money! Went to collect the log cake too!

Bused back to geraldine's house. I think i fell asleep on her rocking chair LOL. Sh slept on e sofa too hahaha! Was just too tired that day hahaha. Steamboat halfway, was very full le. Trying to keep my stomach space for e cake. Hahaha. I think i knock-ed out somewhere in between. Im not very sure too. Hehehe.

Steamboat was so fun! Hahahaha! Cy and ben joined us afterwards. Crap alot and finally cut the cake. Took individual photos with the log cake! Decided to use that as our Christmas FB profile pic. Isnt that too cool? Hehehe!

We actually have ice cream too! But we were all too full for it hahaha!

Talked, then my daddy came to fetch me home! Reached home, too lazy to bathe ad went too sleep! Fell alseep like straight. Like.a.pig LOL.

Today, went to Ben's house for lunch. Wanted to meet bi at 12, but he couldnt wake up. So i called him for four times and he woke up. So we met at 12.30. Bused to inter to find dine, marilyn, kb. Walked to ben's house afterwards.

Yummy strawberry sago and strawberry milk ice!

Ate, then played WII. ITS.NO.FUN.AT.ALL.

So i practically rot for e few hours there while looking at e others playing happily.

Was feeling so tired and sleepy since there's nothing for me to do. So BORING.

I feel so FAIL. Dont even know how play WII. Bi sort of like scolded me cuz i didnt play well.. ): Feel like crying lohh! )': But i'm not angry at you..really not angry..

Daddy came to fetch me at 5 plus. Received Christmas presents from Dwayne, Val and ben's father. Feel so PS cuz we didnt give them anything!!

Went to Loyang point to eat dinner. Then went home. So here i am blogging! Gonna watch WGM later ! Weeee !

Okay! I shall end my post here! Byebye! And, Merry Christmas! :D

2010-12-17T22:36:00.002+08:00

HIE! IM GONNA SUFFER FROM MISSING TOO MUCH THIS FEW DAYS. YES. Bi's leaving real soon! Like wake up then few hours then he'll be on plane le ~ Then he'll go off to Taiwan. Welcome to Taiwan ~ ! Haiz. Then i'll be alone in singapore, nobody will be with me. TUMBLR STYLE, FOREVER ALONE. AHHHHH. I wish 5 days go pass quickly yup?? Hope he will have fun there! Idk wad to do when he's not with me.. ): bored much. Gonna wake up early for him tmr! Honoured much?! HAHA! And congrats for passing yr n level ! (:

2010-12-15T12:54:00.001+08:00

SHIT MAN I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.

2010-12-14T13:29:00.000+08:00

I cant wait to get my iphone !!!!!!!

Behind the wall.

2010-12-11T21:10:00.002+08:00

I may be smiling. But that doesnt means that i'm happy.

Always on my mind.

2010-12-09T19:38:00.004+08:00

Haiz idk wads wrong with me nowadays.. I may be paranoid, or in fact i am. Or well maybe, thats e fact. I lose my appetite. I dont talk to my parents as much. Im not as happy as i were. I completely dont feel like studying anymore ~ I dont sleep well at night, i cry myself to sleep at night. I wonder how i can survive till tdy, and not remembering the bad things that happen to us. Sometimes i just wonder, wad am i to you actually? Friend? I think i weigh lesser then friends. You treat yr friends better. Hey, seriously wads on yr mind? I dont mind you know. Really. I know i have my friends too i want to spent time with them too. But i didnt totally forget you right. I still sms you like how i always does. I dont spent 1 hr just to reply a single sms. I dont play my computer till i forget to reply you. But how u treat me? Do i deserve that? I really dont know. Really, for wad wrong that i have done, pls come and tell me. I really do not know how long i can hold on alr. I spent my days thinking. Always. Guys, ya you do have yr own world. And wads in a guy's mind, yes i know. Its different from a girl's. But just dont go overboard. Im not some pushover really. All i really need is care and concern. I dont really need a bf who is perfect. Who will be by my side 24 hrs. A call and he'll reach. But yes, show me some love. Have i not love you enough? I doubt i show u little love yeah? I've said before. If u still love me, hold me tight. If you dont, pls gently let me go. But if you still do, i hope you will really show me some love. Really. Lastly, i love you.

Sorry for all these. But im really just speaking from my mind. Pls dont get angry. Sorry.

Perfect Boyfriend.

2010-12-08T14:19:00.001+08:00

PERFECT BOYFRIEND

Text her saying good morning.

Tells her she's beautiful.

When she uses one word sentence ask her wads wrong and dont give up.

Tells her he love her everyday.

Tells her goodnight every night.

Can you?

Wad am i to you, actually?

2010-12-07T22:40:00.003+08:00

I feel as though im nothing to you.

Im just a friend. Or worst then that. Yeah?

Empty promises. Promise then breaking it? Wad does that means?

Stay my baby.

2010-12-07T21:51:00.002+08:00

Now I know that I can't make you stay, but where's your heart?

Sorry.

2010-12-05T11:09:00.001+08:00

Maybe you're not the one for me, maybe we're not meant to be.

Some things are better to be left unheard.

2010-12-04T20:45:00.002+08:00

你真的要各走各的吗?

Sorry, but wad u said at the foodcourt..i heard. And i remembered.

Missing you baby.

2010-12-03T11:56:00.002+08:00

I want a kiss on my forehead! ):

MI XIU MI XIU! ):

It hurts.

2010-11-29T21:57:00.001+08:00

Wad hurts me e most : Knowing that im less important then a computer game.

错的人

2010-11-29T19:50:00.001+08:00

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬
朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真正的可笑
爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬
朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正可笑
爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
可能在爱里面这样算笨
可能永远没有所谓永恒
但是我不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨
爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但我相信有点可能

Tumblr ~

2010-11-28T15:43:00.003+08:00

Will be at blogger and tumblr :D Tumblr is for pictures! HAHA :]

http://tainted-luvxz.tumblr.com/

Sorry that i love you.

2010-11-26T09:37:00.002+08:00

For all the time that i tried for your smile

For making you think
that i was worth the while
So your love love love
love love would be mine
For sending you flowers
and holding your hand
That no one was there
to take a stand
But then love love love
made us blind
And Im so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in
love with you
Im sorry that it came true
But sorry doesnt turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And Im So sorry for...
Making you love me and
saying goodbye
For being the one that
taught you how to cry
It was love love love
and it passed us by
For giving you every
thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when
i fled the scene
sorry love,for wasting your time
And Im so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in
love with you
Im sorry that it came true
But sorry doesnt turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
Im so sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And apology now after
all of this time
Wont make any difference tonight
But Im hoping Im Sorry
will open your mind
To love love love love in your life
Sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in
love with you
Im sorry that it came true
But sorry doesnt turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in
love with you
Im sorry that it came true
But sorry doesnt turn back time
Im sorry that i loved you
Im sorry that i hurt you
Im so sorry that i loved you
Im so sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i loved you

Hey you.

2010-11-24T17:31:00.003+08:00

Harrow! Was so bored this week ): CO for consecutive 3 days~ Geraldine's in camp and nobody is there! Bi is sometimes not there haiz so boring la. CO tmr again..Sectional..dont feel like going leh ): But if i dont go, will miss out alot of things~ But if go, Bi's not there! D: Haizzz....Nvm, needa get used to Bi not around de life~ Yeah. Okay, am gonna do my homework at night..promise...might do either maths or physics. Both is sian ttm de! ): Alrights, byebye!

AND IM SO GONNA SLIM DOWN >:[ IM GOING ON A DIET! WONT SKIP MEALS BUT GONNA EAT LIKE DAMN LITTLE ONLY~ HOLY, I HOPE I CAN DO IT THIS TIME ROUND. LOL. HELP ME AHHHH~ BI, STOP BRINGING ME TO EAT KFC!!! HEHEHE. GREEN TEA, 0% FATS. I STILL RMB! MILO, 1/2. SOMETHING FATS. CANNOT DRINK. ISOTONIC DRINKS CONTAIN NO FATS TOO HAHAHAHA! OKAY WISH ME LUCK BUHBYE. I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT! GRR.

Nothing better then you.

2010-11-20T11:11:00.002+08:00

Hie! Nth much happen, went to SCH to watch ding's concert on e 16 and watched Megamind too! :D I wanna go out ~~~ But everybody's so busy ): Homework too!! Ahhh sec4 ): Gonna work hard and lesser facebook Woohooooo~ Cant wait for my contacts to come! Grey! YAY hahaha. :] CO later, sian! ): I think bi went back to sleep teeheeee!

Ultraaaaaa ~

2010-11-13T21:53:00.002+08:00

HIE! Had an awesome day tdy! :] Last minute plan is so great hahaha. Met Bi at ard 1 plus then went to T1. Had lunch there then meet Clement, YongJun, Zhujie and Tommy. Went to Wendy's. HAHAHA. Damn epic. Seriously. I ate one fries and i swear not to go back there again :] Thats how great it is. Magic powers to make me feel like not going back :D Ate and have fun there. Clement throw the whole tray on the floor, the whole bottle of drinks on the floor. Funny like hell! Fuck, we made alot of mess, so we quickly zao (: Went to CS arcade. LOL, they play car game. Yay, my Bi rock, totally owned them! :D Went to play the shoot fish then got money come out de game. Get some token but then awhile later all gone ): Played the throw balls de also :D Decided to go prawning so went to Pasir Ris. Took taxi there! Wa, so fun lohh! But i only managed to catch one ): Waaaaa Zhujie catch de all so big! ): Not fair!!! The claws damn long! Blue colour de! HAHAHA. So many dogs there ): I scared! ]: Then prawned for an hour then went back. Walked quite a long distance before some lorry offered to bring us to the bus stop. Was raining then! Wa the lorry, the wind is like ~~~~ Cool. But i dont like :x Then went to take bus back to Tampines. Fell asleep on e bus HEHE. So tired! :x Then ate Long John. Home after that. Bi sent me to my doorstep! Weee ultralove! ♥

Hahaha, so many homework for this holiday! Need to buck up on studies alr! No more slacking! Hope my Bi will pass his N level. That will be my 11:11 wish everyday ♥

Yes yes iloveyou.

2010-11-07T15:19:00.005+08:00

I`m tired of people saying he’s not worth

my tears. If he wasn’t worth it, I wouldn’t

still be crying. You don’t know it, but that

boy changed my world. You`ll never know

how much he meant to me.

I know I don’t have the prettiest
face for you to look at, or the
skinniest waist for you to hold, but I
promise I do have the biggest
heart to love you with.

Every girl wants Prince Charming..

& while he maybenice & all..

I’m thinking that I’d rather have the guy that’s gunna call at 4 am just to say hi,

or someone who’llstop by my house,

after just hanging up the phone,

cause he wants to see how I’m REALLY doing.

Cause I said I was fine, but we both know I’m lying.

Or the guy who’ll stay home on a Saturday night with me cause

I’m sick & bring me my favorite kind of candy..even though I can’t eat it

cause my stomach flips at the idea.

That guy, that one guy..

he may not be Prince Charming to anyone else..

but he’d be my hero. My “knight in shining armor.”

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers “I’m fine” after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says “I love you”,
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can’t live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a GIRL says “I miss you”,
No one in this world can miss you more than that.

i’m always a mess. i can never keep my own secrets.
i laugh too hard at stupid things. my favorite songs
can make me cry. i always watch for 11:11, but i miss
it more than i notice it. i live in the past, in the
memories i have with the people i love. i hate thinking
about reality and i’m heartsick for all the things
that i can’t get back. its hard for me to define myself.
i guess i’m just a cliche— the girl who loved too hard
and didnt get anything in return. i dont want to be
the heroine in some tragic love story, i just want the
one person who has never given me a second thought.

I tried to move on. I really did. I tried to tell myself
that you don’t want me & I can’t have you anymore.
I tried so hard, but how can you let go of the only
person who makes you happy? The only person who
makes you feel alive? The only reason you’re still here?
You can’t just let go of someone like that.

Hey there! :D This few days was alright (: I Love my Junguang, even though many things seem to break us apart. But, i'm sure we're able to surpass them (: True love. Anyway, Bridging was sian and tiring ttm. Need to work up early with homeworks and stuff ): Hope the last week of bridging end soon. I wan my real holidays ! I'm jealous! Sec4 next year, gonna chiong!!!!! :D I must try to fb less! And, I want my iphone 4 ! WHITE!!!! I wish i can have one. But i'm sure with that also can do well in my studies de ! :]

Alright, nth much, ILOVEYOU! :D

Goodbye.

2010-11-04T20:31:00.002+08:00

Thanks for wasting yr 506 days on me.

I'll never forget you and the time we spent together.

Stay happy forever and always.

对不起我爱你

2010-11-03T21:51:00.000+08:00

没别的只想说对不起
对不起我真的爱你
不管你会怎么想你怎么说
也不会改变我的决定
你知道有时候感情事很难说
很难说爱人或朋友
从前到现在我真的感觉要
一想你我的心就发烧
想给你听我的心跳
想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

没别的只想说对不起
怎么样我都会珍惜
不管你会怎么讲
你怎么做
也不会影响我的心情
你知道有时候男孩更难捉摸
难捉摸爱人或朋友
现在到永远我真会感觉要
一想你我的心就狂跳
我的模样记不记得牢
情人卡有没有收到
读书想着你
听歌想着你
大地和蓝天
出现的全是你
我才不管你的表情
我才不理你回不回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

你听一听我的心跳
你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

Helpless.

2010-11-02T18:01:00.000+08:00

Let time decide our fate.

GOOD-bye.

Never the same.

2010-11-01T14:23:00.005+08:00

@Bluquote

Bridging tdy. Hmm was rather alright (: Changed my blogskin (: Quite nice uh! Hahahaha (:

Nothing much tdy. Went to eat lunch at Mac after bridging. Thats all! :D

I'M SORRY I LIED. I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO SEE ME HURT. ( From Ariel's blog)

Any idea how many days have you not said i love you?

小伤口

2010-10-30T09:04:00.004+08:00

出发点总是好的你终于离开了
为我好这点我懂的
不必再争取了你不该我的
多给一个理由一个借口也是多余的
你的每个拥抱每个亲吻全都是冷的
说真的没什么都几岁了谁没分手过
我不会感到挫折
舍不得放手太放任
这点小伤口很快就愈合
留下浅浅疤痕当做纪念多幽默
只是小伤口那又为什么
随时碰就随时痛
多给一个理由一个借口也是多余的
你的每个拥抱每个亲吻全都是冷的
说真的没什么都几岁了谁没分手过
我不会感到挫折
舍不得放手太放任
这点小伤口很快就愈合
留下浅浅疤痕当做纪念多幽默
只是小伤口那又为什么
随时碰就随时痛
这点小伤口多久会愈合
那么疯狂的爱两败俱伤多寂寞
只是小伤口时间绑架我
你不需要担心我
只是小伤口时间绑架我
我想念你给的痛

Luv,

2010-10-29T16:57:00.005+08:00

One week of AEM finally over! Awesome. Finally can get some rest. Well, tiring but fun! Learnt alot of things (: Tues, went for the unguided field trip. Went to Sentosa with Junguang, Carmen and Brandon (: Double date! Weeeeee. Went there to take pictures. Took some, but most of e day is spent on playing HEHE. Then went to Vivo City after that. Camwhore abit. But not alot HEHE.

I’m still at the same spot/place. I’m weary from wandering by your side.
Even today, as I was wandering, day has passed again and again.
Now I’m here.
You know. You know that my heart is hurting.
Watching you laugh/smile makes my heart ache more.

It’s my mistake for not making you love me more.
It’s my mistake for loving you more than you love me.
It’s my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to.
How much longer must I cry, as I’m trusting that promise/ I’m only trusting/ believing that promise.
You lied to me to wait for you.
Even my greedy side has grown weary/tired.

You know. You know that my heart is hurting/aching.
You can’t just ignore and laugh/smile like that.
It’s my mistake for not making you love me more.
It’s my mistake for loving you more than.
It’s my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to.

I knew I couldn’t have you.
But my heart, my love for you, just kept growing.
It’s my mistake for waiting by myself, regretting by myself.
Loving you.
Even though my heart was hurting/aching.
It’s my mistake for not letting you go/forgetting you.

I’m such a fool.
I knew I would get hurt and couldn’t let go.

It’s my mistake.
Even though it could be all my fault/mistake, that’s okay, as long as you’re there.
Always…Please forgive me for being like this.
Forgive the person Who loved you.

Paranoid ;

2010-10-26T21:36:00.004+08:00

I asked myself this everyday, " Do you still love me as much as i love you? Or maybe even more? " But i think its rather obvious. I'm confused. Confusing myself much. I dont know wad to do. I have negative thoughts all the time. Ya right, Once bitten twice shy. I'm afraid, i'm scarred. Yes.

Mesmerized.

2010-10-21T19:34:00.004+08:00

Hie! Went out with GERALDINE WEE on Friday! Awesome! Didnt know where to go at first. Wanted to go "tour" Singapore. But in the end, went Marina Square. Wanted Swensens for lunch, but end up Just Acia! NICE! :D Thanks geraldine for de Hao jie shao! HAHA. Then went to take photos. Photos still with her! HURRY UPLOAD LEH! Went for photo spam in Manpuku!

This week, nothing much, just results. Was alright this time round. Failed my combine humanities. As usual! But overall, still okay luh! (: FINALLY PASS MY PHYSICS! Damn happy can! Hehehe. Bridging starting soon! Gonna buck up alr!

1 week alr...): IMissYou...

Finally like finally.

2010-10-17T21:22:00.004+08:00

HIE. EOY Finally ended. Well, Not very happy though. Im afraid of the results ): I dont wanna be retained ): And bi, I really hope you do well for your Ns! Gonna pray pray pray.

God bless me alrights?

Iloveyou, Forever and always.

Disgust.

2010-09-27T17:12:00.001+08:00

I'M A HAPPY GIRL.

I LOVE YOU.

Tired of being tired.

2010-09-25T08:31:00.002+08:00

GOODBYE WORLD.

Stressed.

2010-09-24T16:20:00.004+08:00

School's alright. Need to buck up on my studies alr. English EOY is next wednesday! I'm scared! ): But, i'll try my best! :D 6 more days! I cannot wait!!!! Beast mastermind teaser awesome ttm! Although itas only for 1 min! Hehe. Cant wait for their new album release!!!!!!! Ahhhh.

Okay, gotta study alr. Bye!

Hearts,

It seems like you've changed. It seems like i'm the one that changed you. It seems like you dont love me as much. Although you say you do, but, the feelings just isnt there. But anyway, i love you. Thats all that matters. It doesnt matter if you dont love me. For, i'll always be here for you. I love you.

Yknow i love you.

2010-09-23T16:36:00.001+08:00

Yes i do.

2010-09-22T16:44:00.003+08:00

I love Lim Junguang.

林俊光，我爱你。

2010-09-21T17:32:00.001+08:00

REMOVED.

AWESOME DAY TTM!

2010-09-13T20:31:00.007+08:00

Hihi. Ytd was awesome. Really! Morning, tuition was cancelled (: Alr a happy for me! HAHA. After that, went to Hotel royal to eat lunch. Buffet (: Ate with Aunt jenny, cousin Sonia and Shoanna. Together with my parents and brother. Had a great time eating! And i realised the food there can be quite nice if you mix and match uh! HEHE. CHOCOLATE!

Holidays end in just a blink of an eye! Did nothing much during this holiday! Going back to school tmr again. School tdy was okay. Chinese lesson, sucky. Seriously. That teacher, CMI. The rest was okay (: I love Amos's class tee design! Awesome! Had some career talk during ACE. Was crap. And it lasted till ard 3! Fuck! HUNGRY LEH! Ate lunch then went for CO (: Went home afterwards. Got EOY's timetable tdy. English's on 29 sep. Which means there's less then 2 weeks! Gonna really work hard for esp ENGLISH! MATHS! PHYSICS! COMBINE HUMANS! PHYSICS! Alright, BASICALLY ALL. Gonna suffer hard time alr. Gonna mug mug mug! Less computer! Maybe gonna use my computer for the last time tdy. Haha. Less sms too! :-P Okay, bye! :D

SORRY FOR NOT GIVING YOU YR PRESENT! I WILL OKAY! ): BUT NOW I GOT NO TIME! SORRY! ):

AS LOCKUP PART 2

2010-09-10T21:03:00.000+08:00

Hello! AS lockup ytd. I dont know wad to say. But i hope i wont fail. Expected to do 30 seconds but i did only less then 20. GG ttm? Can only use my theory to pull me up. But till now, i have not done anything! ): Dateline is on 4 oct, start of EOY. Haiiz. Animation seriously sucks. I rather do stills! Much easier eh? But anyway, its finally over. After waiting for 1 week, 2 more weeks before the real exam happened, 24 hours before the exam starts, 24 more hours for the next session, 2.5 hours before the whole practical really end. Well, wads done cannot be undone right? So, just pray hard.

Went for concert at Esplanade with mostly Guanyue people. Thought it was the theatre but turn out to be recital studio. The whole event ended quite early cuz i didnt want to stay for the talks afterwards. Well, not bad luh actually (: Nice music thought. On the verge of falling asleep due to the intense radiation from the computer to my eyes. For more then 3 hours, i can say. Try staring at it. You'll know how it feels like. Went home, fell asleep quite soon.

Tdy, Hari raya to fellow Malays :D Hope you have a good day! Stayed home to do my homework tdy. Well actually, did nth much. Was quite slacky during this holiday. OMG BUCK UP!

AS LOCKUP PART 1

2010-09-08T17:37:00.003+08:00

Hey ! AS locked up ytd was ~ uh idk wad to say. Many things not yet done. Have to sit infront of the computer for another 2.5 hours. Can die man, seriously. I think tmr's gonna be worst then ytd. Ytd did only modelling. Tmr, animation. GG, FML. Uh, i dont wanna fail it. Cuz i dont wanna fail anything. Aww, just give me a chance! Tried animating at home, but to no avail. Ahhh, think i'll just be stoning there tmr. Gahh. Alright, nth to say alr. Shall update either tmr or friday. Goodbye and, Wish me luck! :D

Face the reality.

2010-09-05T20:53:00.002+08:00

Had tuition in the morning. Woke up, find that its raining, want to go back and sleep more. But i cant! ): Tiring! Tuition was okay. Went out to eat lunch with mummy. Daddy's not in singapore! ): Cant go anywhere. Came home and used the computer. Aww, tried doing my AS, but i just cant do anything. I dont know why seriously. Gonna just freaked out. Gahh. Hope that day wont come. My auntie and cousin came to our house. Gave us some things haha :] Awesome.

Had dinner, and now im blogging. Boring day much. September holidays, mean, EOY coming. Omg, seriously i need to mug alr. No more nonsense anymore. I really wanna get good results okay ): Fighting! ^^

I wanna watch Haunted Changi! But i've got no time ): Boring ttm. Physics tmr at 10 D: AS lock up on Tuesday...Die. Haizz. ):

I'm glad everything's fine, for now. I dont wanna think about it anymore. Let it pass.

Bi! Jiayou for tmr! :D I love you.

Little but yet meaningful.

2010-09-04T20:37:00.000+08:00

Went to school at ard 10.45 . Woke up late :/ Me and dine waited for Rh for about an hour. HAHA. She's always late. A leopard's spots never change. Hehe. Then went to IFC room, slacked much. Waste my time there. At ard 2 plus, went out for lunch! Had each a cup and Subway cookie. Omg, chocolate ice blended $2.50. OMFG?! Went to CO afterwards :] Was quite okay though. But yeah, some things were missing ):

Went for dinner with family afterwards. Went to Bedok hawker. Walaueh, the auntie that cleans the table give fucking attitude. Stare at me like --Want to fight ah?-- Nabei. And i told my brother, eh later before we go we pour the chilli on the table okay? ^^ Spoil my appetite sia, seriously. Went home and did my tuition homework. Ytd wasnt a good day. I suffered heartbreaks.

I waited anxiously for you to appear. But you didnt. Time slowly passed. I was hoping at least to see you once, even just for a minute. But i cant. I was just dreaming.

Day out. FINALLY :]

2010-09-01T20:12:00.000+08:00

Went out with dine tdy ! So fun ! Went to 800 plus first . Wanted to buy contacts . But in the end didnt. Hehe. Went to bugis afterwards! OMG so many things that we want! DINE! The bag okay! *wink wink* We bought the same shoe! Hahaha, and we were like "eh you ask yr mother first leh." Then in the end we both called together. Hahaa. Went to citylink, then went to Manpuku. Ate ice cream and took many many pictures :] Went home afterwards :D

Today shall be the day! :D

I'll back off so you can live .

2010-08-30T16:39:00.000+08:00

I’ll back off so you can live
Say it directly, looking at me
Say it looking into my eyes
Did you just say you wanted to break up?
Did you want to end it with me?

(I Know) You probably got a lady
(I Know) You probably got sick of me
Even though the tears are rushing to me

I’ll back off so you can live
That is all I can say
I’ll forget you so you can live better
So that you’ll be happy without me
The love that you tossed away, you can take it
Don’t even leave a trace behind and take it all
Don’t even say you’re sorry
Don’t worry about me

Your lips that told me that you were going to leave
Why does it give me a reason to be angry today?
I need to stop you, the words don’t go out
And you are already moving far apart

(I know) You will forget me
(I know) I will really hate you
Even though you know everything

You! The reason I lived
You! Were all I wanted
You! It was me who only looked at you

Why? Why are you leaving?
Why? Why are you tossing me away?
If you were going to be like this
Why did you love me in the first place?

Do you happen to remember that day?
That day when we first met
I still remember it
The promise you made to me
That you will only care for me
That you will only protect me
That you will only love me
I believed your lies, I believed it

Did you really love me?
I’ll forget you so you can live better
Goodbye

HCL BBQ :D

2010-08-29T16:18:00.004+08:00

:']

Aww, sweet sweet dooseob .

HIEEE :D Had HCL bbq at Cheryl's house ytd .

Was fun okay ! Though didnt interact much with the others (:

CO last minute cancelled , so went to Ben's house first .

Wahh , their family so good lohh ! I SO JEALOUS .

SHIHUI , I ENVY YOU LEH x_x

Then play some games , then addicted , so left his house at ard 6.30 ?

Went to take MRT . So went with Shi hui . Met Jinleong at bedok MRT .

Wahh piang , took so long to find him LOL .

Walked to Cheryl's house (:

Then help to Bbq (:

I'm satay women , dine is sausage women , rh is chicken wing women , sh is shell women . HEHE

Then we didnt get to eat alot !

Then fire keep going off , so later need keep relight HAHA .

No more fire starter . Soon , sh and me switch jobs . HAHA .

Many went off .

At ard 11 ? Went up to cheryl's house . Wahh , damn nice can !

Their aircon in the room was on , WAHH DAMN SHIOK CAN .

Then ard 11.45 my father came .

Fetch rh to roadside and dine to her house there :D

Byebye !

别让自己太伤心，实在不止的 .

2010-08-18T17:02:00.006+08:00

He damn cute !

Hawt :D

Idol maid :D

HEHE CUTE TTM .

Yoseobie !

HEH

Aww so cute !

Hawt hawt !

Heee :D

Kk hi ! :D Had not blog for so many dayssss .

AS practical postpone ! I'm ultra happy kkk !

Gonna have tests coming up ):

Gonna get tired too ! ):

Haha , i have nothing to blog alr .

So , bye ! LOL .

Bi's still sleeping !!!! ):

When I was standing at the end of the world and couldn’t see the path
I needed someone
When I was trapped in the darkness and couldn’t see the light
I was waiting for the helping hand

You wouldn’t know that you are the only one in the world
Who is the only one better than the world
I believe dream for you and me
You are the long waited rain in my draughty day. You soaked my heart and gave me courage
You make me fly and smile again
Coming into my arms and giving happiness silently just like a rainbow after a shower
I wanna make a love

When you found out that I ran away
Were you disappointed
I had courage to come back because you were there
You’re the one always in my heart
I believe dream for you and me
You are the long waited rain in my draughty day. You soaked my heart and gave me courage
You make me fly and smile again
Coming into my arms and giving happiness silently, just like a rainbow after a shower
I wanna make a love

Oh lonely night, it’s an endless and stuffy dark night
Those are the days when I cried alone during the dark nights
In lieu of the people
who would only hurt my callow heart (thanks a lot)
and my heart was having a draught
But that’s okay you make a way
The person who will be always guiding me is you, you you you
The only reason of living on you
Within my desert you are my Oasis, the sweetest chocolate

I believe dream for you and me
You are the long waited rain in my draughty day. You soaked my heart and gave me courage
You make me fly and smile again
Coming into my arms and giving happiness silently, just like a rainbow after a shower
I wanna make a love

Where are you?

2010-08-15T19:57:00.003+08:00

When I cry at night, the only thing I can think to myself is...how can I seem so---perfectly fine in the morning. Why do I smile like nothing is wrong? And how does not one single person notice that I'm not okay?

I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left. Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don't know what to do. I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more.

Teardrops slowly fall from my eyes as I look to the sky, and I question how come life keeps passing me right on by. I just wonder why I can't escape, is this my fate? To always be unhappy and how much longer must I wait...

I just don't feel like I know myself very well right now, so how can I be sure about anything? Most of the time I feel so awkward, you know, like I don't belong in my own skin, I get frustrated at everything, I could just scream and there's no reason for it, I just hate myself.

I don't know if I'm getting better or just used to the pain.

I don't deserve you...I never did.

Happy Birthday Singapore ! ♥

2010-08-09T14:55:00.006+08:00

❝ I don’t understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it just hurts the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it’s easier than working things out. ❞

Hi ! Backed ! Shopping day ytd ! ^^

But i bought nothing ! ):

I wanna go bugis yknow ! ):

Went bugis street for like awhile but bought nothing cuz my parents wanna go !!

Then went to Marina .

My father bought shirts .

I bought nothing . OMG ):

Then went to my cousin's house .

Had family dinner at night (:

Ate crab ! OMG nice !!! :D

I wanna eat more hahaha !

Then went home . Did some homework and sleep :/

Tdy , just went for lunch with my father's army friend .

Well nice ! :D

Gonna stay at home and rot tdy .

Wad a great national day uh .

Hahaha .

Kay , Lastly , happy birthday singapore :D

♥ I hearts Junguang and BEAST ! :D \L/

SO BEAST

2010-08-07T22:41:00.004+08:00

Hello ! Backed again .

Yes , im so into BEAST now ! :D

Morning wanted to meet bi at 11.10 but he was still sleeping THEN .

After many spam calling , he finally woke up (:

Met at 11.45 . Went for MAC :D

Yay , had my fries !!! :D

Then went to fix Bi's specs . HAHA . Then he tell me ghost story . Aww .

I wanna watch movie !

PCK , 12 August , Changi Hospital , September 2 ! Cant wait ! ♥

Then went comics connection ! WEE .

Spent like 1 hrs plus plus there !

Finally found my ONEANDONLY beast keychain ! ♥ ttm !

Halfway while searching Bi went to shit ! But when he come back i still at same place :-P

HAHA . Then went home at ard 2.45 ?

Did some homework and fell asleep :-P

Okay , gonna go sleep now ! Tired tired .

Tuition tmr at 10 ! FML .

How i wish things were as simple as i thought .

Luvvvv .

2010-08-02T16:52:00.002+08:00

Hie ! Just came back from school not long ago (:

Gonna update a quick one , if not i wont have time later .

Cuz daddy is gonna snatch the com from me ! >:[

But im study a little also okay !

Well , tdy started off pretty okay (:

Had chinese . New teacher !

She's quite good i think ?

Sat with Carmen ! * Inserts hearts *

Then maths , learnt trigo .

A little confused though ):

Had physics , recess , ss .

Well for assembly ,

SEX ED .

FUN TTM LOL .

No luh the videos shown are nice though (:

HAHAHA .

Learn many new things ! :D
Then waited for Bi to end school .

Waited till around 3.50 !

See i so good ! :]

K luh , nth much !

Hope rachel goes to school tmr ! (':

Luvvv ;

SHIRLEY ! :D

Ilovejunguangttm !

Hearts my bimbos too :D

School

2010-07-31T20:51:00.003+08:00

Hie ! Have not been blogging , ALOT .

Well school's pretty okay (:

Common tests are over , like finally .

Hope i'll do well , but , Maths and chinese is alr a great disappointment haiz ):

AS , gonna have the 5 hrs lock up soon .

Till now , i dont even know wad im suppose to do , how im gonna do .

Seriously , its breathing down my neck .

Eveytime i think about AS , it seems like 2012 to me..haiiz .

I feel so... )':

CO tdy was okay ! Well huang he , is nice (:

But its hard to play ):

Nvm , just lian lian lian ! Bo bian !

Haiiz , so many things seem to happen nowadays...

I dont know wad went wrong, where went wrong, who went wrong..

I dont wanna go think about it...

I just hope things will get better..

I fear the times when you shouted at me

I fear doing something wrong

I fear making you upset

I fear about making you angry

I fear about making you feel bad

I fear about you losing your temper

I fear that yr love for me has fade

I fear all the things i fear for you.

Its my mistake , im sorry .

I shouldnt have make you scold me all this while .

I shouldnt have make you raise yr voice.

I shouldnt have just kept quiet .

Maybe i should learn to give in to you.

Im sorry.

Lastly, get well soon.

사랑해 , iloveyou .

13 ! :D

2010-07-16T10:52:00.002+08:00

Hie ! Backed . Wondering why im here so early ?!

There's no school tdy ! But its boring okay.

I rather go to school for normal lessons ):

Wad shit OEE . BORING.

At least give me the OEE on Thursday ma ! ):

Or wednesday ! I think wed better !

Sian...

Anyway, happy 13 months !

Didnt manage to wish last night ! HAHA .

Sorry !

i dont know wad to write alr !

Haha , iloveyou :D

Live, Laugh, Love .

Lalala .

2010-07-14T17:15:00.003+08:00

Hi ! Long time since i last post .

Class was okay . Lessons as usual..

Feel so restless in class nowadays.

Maybe due to lack of sleep !

So i need to eat biscuits in class !

Now like open party in class ! WOOTS .

Common test next week .

Gonna do very very well !

Make sure i do well for my EOY .

I swear .

Im not happy , I shant say im sad .

S.C.H.O.O.L .

2010-07-02T22:28:00.002+08:00

Hie ! Backed . School's really tiring but fun :]

Past few days had been deciding on the class tee . But teacher doesnt like our design .

Well , i think its quite nice lohh !

I think their generation and ours is damn far apart .

Seriously .

After school , waited for Geraldine and Sh to end their hmt .

Waited till 1.30 .

Around there , the sky darken and became to rain heavily .

When we were about to leave school , the rain gets bigger .

While walking out , it gets smaller .

So walked to shelter .

Att overhead bridge there suddenly started pouring again LOL .

Then was wet . Didnt take umbrella when crossing the road . So was wet .

Damn cold when my sleeve touch my skin . Woooo ~

Had pepper lunch for lunch LOL .

Saw James and chatted .

Sat there and talk , Played talking carl and sh and dine is like addicted to it LOL .

Went home soon after .

Reached home at ard 5 .

Went out again 30 mins later .

Had dinner and was like keep argueing with my mummy . LOL ttm .

Went home . Did SOME homework .

There isnt supposed to be any okay ! ):

Kk , bi have been sleeping since 9.30 ?

I guess he must have been very very very tired .

Haiiz hang on , it'll soon be over okay ! (:

I'll be with you through it all .

Jiayou for oral next wed (:

* Im yr examiner * Winkssss :D

Fuck the person that keep calling me .

Irritating much . Speak properly luh .

Call still not enough uh .

The way you speak seriously die hard on my ear sial .

Call at least more then 15 times alr .

TELL YOU WRONG NUMBER STILL CALL .

Dont understand english is it !

Ya no wonder you peak like some bangala ^^

LOL , just stop calling for god sake . Wtf .

Thank god you didnt call in the middle of the night .

If not watch out ! >.>

Oh yeah , Yu Ying's practice cancelled tmr !

Sian ttm . Well , next practice 17 july (:

Quite looking forward to it . HAHA (:

Teardrops on my guitar

2010-06-30T17:28:00.002+08:00

Drew looks at me,

I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing
everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful,
that girl he talks about
And she's got everything
that I have to live without
Drew talks to me,

I laugh cuz its just so funny
That I can't even see
anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love,
he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the
teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps
me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the
car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me,

can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless
I wish I could be
She'd better hold him
tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful
eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the
teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps
me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the
car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone,
as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the
teardrops on my guitar
The Only one who's got
enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the
car I keep singing don't know why I do
He's the time taken up
but there's never enough
And he's all that I need
to fall into...

Drew looks at me, I fake
a smile so he won't see.

- Taylor Swift .

Byebye ! :D

2010-06-27T20:42:00.002+08:00

Guess this is the last time im blogging .

Wont be blogging much now since school is starting !

Hope you guys have fun during the holidays :D

Well , i did enjoy a little of it .

Bitter and sweet , perfect .

Will be updating during weekends if im free .

If not , wait till the next holiday !

Will be back , i promised :D

Keep a lookout readers !

BYEBYE .

CO June Camp 2010 ! x3

2010-06-26T20:25:00.003+08:00

Hiexzxz ! I'm back with a heavy heart . With many things that i want to say .

But some , are only to him .

I'll be writing about the camp . So if yr dont wanna know , then byebye ! :D

I'll try to make it short alright !

Day 1 :

Was supposed to meet at 8 in the CO room .

But sub-comm had to meet at 7.30 .

Well , tired .

Brief us and gave us our things .

Went out and had cramp .

CO room was cold so i went out to e parade ground .

Was cold there too , so YS lend me her hoodie . (:

Fuck , i missed out like one whole part of games ! ):

And also some of e water game .

Partly was happy because i did not have to change .

Because i was not wet at all .

But , when i went to sit down , they suddenly ran out of games .

Then dont know do wad , Benedict poured e whole bucket of water on me .

Thanks manxzxz . Was wet like " mad dog " .

Just joined in the game for less then 15 mins and was like x10 times wetter then many others !

Went back to change . Was damn cold then .

Went down again . If i'm not wrong , we had history about CO .

KB was saying too quickly . So time past by very slowly .

Had much time left .

After that we played inter group games .

First is the " leg step on each other " de .

Well , was pain and tough .

Use quite a long time to complete it .

But we managed to win the other group .

Then we can play the second one which is to throw the ball 10 times to yr teammates .

We won the other group too .

So we can play " Protect me " .

This game seriously . Epic .

People were sexually rape .

Thats all i can say . HAHA .

I'm glad none of their shirts tore . But im sure it went out of shape .

Then after that was lunch .

After lunch i think we played some games or wad .

I cant really rmb .

But after that was Grad night prep .

Lasted for 2 hrs . Time is NOT enough man .

Our group need to do dance . By selecting song alone used up more then 30 mins .

Dance steps are a headache . Wanted Rh dance steps .

But after much much consideration , we decided not to use hers .

So we use part of Down , baby and " oh yeah " . We changed the lyrics for oh yeah .

After this , time was out . Didnt manage to do quite alot .

So we got no choice but to do the remaining the next day .

After that we had dinner .

After dinner was the night games .

I was the station master for the level 4 classroom .

Wth , scary . Was damn dark . Luckily got Simin and some ppl to pei me .

If not i think i'll die there . HAHA .

Groups came afterwards .

Was like so rush luh .

The groups all come very quickly .

So was like queueing outside .

After that was bathing time .

Group 1-4 get to bathe first . 5-8 had supper .

So yeah . Went pretty smoothly this time round .

Went to have supper after that .

Ate one pathetic biscuit . HAHA .

Light out at 11 .

Subcomm debrief at 10.55 .

So went for it . Did not went back to sleep .

Waited for camcomm to end their meeting in their bunk .

But Wei Ling and Kai Ting was there doing souvenir for the sec 4s so i help out .

The first one i paste was Junguang's haha .

Then they came back .

Accompany them to bathe .

Then we went back to the bunk .

Help with e subcomm thing .

Did not finish it but Mr Lee call us to go sleep at 2.45 .

I cant sleep , so in the end only managed to fell asleep at ard 4.30 i think .

At 6 , the alarm ring . Ahhhh , was damn tired .

Prepared and went to assembly at 7.15 .

Day 2 :

Had PT . WL i want to killed ppl alr luh seriously .

So damn grr .

Run up to third storey then come down again .

Whose stupid idea uh !

Came down , wl i blacked out for like a few seconds .

Gonna faint le :/

But i didnt hahaha .

Having cramp at then too .

Had breakfast after wards .

Had grad night prep rght after breakfast .

So we make full use of the time given now .

And yes , we completed the dance .

But we were still not confidence luh . Haha .

Am really scared for the real one okay !

Then lunch . Had survivor after lunch .

Went to my station .

Spent like most of my time there .

Nth to do and they took very very long time to go to the station .

Went back to school at ard 5.40 .

Saw most of the sec 4s there alr .

Had dinner . Omg the food sucks .

How i wish we were having the sec 4s food .

Grr . If only can luh hor . ):

Ate less then half of my food .

Then it was grad night .

Scary . Soon its our turn .

Infront was okay just that suddenly forget the steps . LOL .

Until the rapping part , the music suddenly stop .

We were all stunned then dont know wad to do .

Then UV just continue with his rapping .

Did oh yeah and ended it as quickly as we can .

Watch other's performances and theirs was quite good .

Before that a video was shown .

Omg so many of their young young sec 1 sec 2 photo haha !

Very funny lohh ! And i didnt know jg was so skinny last time :/

After performances was cutting of cake .

Then Ting Yu talk awhile . Thn Malcolm .

Then Mr Wong gace out his DIY things .

Was our turn to bathe again .

Then went out for supper .

Didnt eat . Then was ask to go to sleep .

But Sh and i stay in the canteen .

After awhile went to bunk .

Heard alot of frog croaking . Freaked out man seriously .

Then Yiyan and Kok Peng scare us . Say got people standing there .

Omg my hair's standing alr .

Then went to CO room . They were playing cards . Like suan yr love like that . LOL .

Then Sh go play . Then got another guy in between .

Then she say is cy LOL !

Then i play . WALAUEH jg's heart dont know at where sia !!!!! FUNNY LUHHHHH .

Then was chase back to bunk .

Went to take things to camcomm room with sh .

Went to bathe with them again .

Then went back up .

We wanted to stay up .

But i cant i think . LOL .

Cy was the first to fell asleep LOL .

And i fell asleep too ! ): No fun .

Day 3 :

At 6 got ppl come on the lights . Aww ):

Then eyes very pain .

Went back to sleep till 7 .

Went down and my eyes were like closing . HAHA .

Had games . And was quite okay .

Had fight for breakfast after wards .

We were the last at first .

But all of the sudden because of the sudoku , we became first .

Then we emerged first together with grp 2 (:

Had bee hoon . So we shared with those that did not have any breakfast (:

Then was packing of bags .

Followed by area cleaning (:

Bird shit omg . Yucks :/

Then went to assembly again (:

Had intergroup games .

Captain's ball was okay .

Then break camp ! YAY .

Went to canteen to wait for the rest .

But i went home shortly .

Went home to sleep (:

Bi's sleeping too ! He slept from 3 ! Till now :/ Doubt he'll wake . HAHA .

Okay thats all for the camp ! Hope you all have fun !

I love my group ! :D

LOL CHEATERS FTW (:

Sin sin cos sin 3.14159 ! :D

I dont know wad happen between us .

But for some reason , i feel that we are getting further apart .

Apparently , i dont know if its because you're tired , im tired .

You change or i change . I really want to know .

So i wont keep thinking about this .

Seriously , its hard not to think about it .

Everytime whenever i've got nothing to do , i'll think about you .

Good times and bad times too .

Sometimes i'll even cry at night .

But i dont understand why im doing all this .

I asking myself . Wad if one day i lose you .

Wad will happen to me . Wad will happen to you .

I seriously dont want to know .

Just hope that we can really settle this .

If not...im not sure wads gonna happen next .

Im in a very confuse and stressful state after knowing wad someone told me ..

Just pray hard . Nth will happen .

Love .

Class BBQ ! :D

2010-06-23T11:16:00.003+08:00

Hie ! Ytd was great , awesome , splendid ! :D

Had lunch with geraldine ytd . Subway ! :D

Wanted to lunch together with bi too , but he woke up at 12 . Best .

He's still sleeping now alrights !

Went home at 2 . Used e computer and watch tv .

Left home at 5.15 and went to Pasir Ris Mrt to meet them .

Reached at 5.40 ?

Lili , Mayvis , Jaslene were waiting for me . The rest went to Cherlyn's hse first .

Bused over there .

Waited for e food while guys started up e fire .

Finally food came .

Went up to Cherlyn's hse to take drinks .

Was heavy kay ._.

Then ate some food . Quite nice uh .

Then dont know for wad reason , Mayvis was pushed down into e pool .

She was drenched man !

Then Carmen gave her clothes to change .

All guys were more or less inside e pool alr .

They wanted to push girls in .

But most of us were wearing white .

So we changed . And they pushed us in .

Woots man . The water is damn cold ! LOL .

Fun . Wet .

Took many pictures in e pool .

Went to dry myself after a long time in e pool .

Daddy came to fetch me after wards .

Was so fun tdy yeah !

Waiting for Carmen to upload e pictures .

FOr pictures , go to facebook okay !

Till then . Bye !!

Father's day / Ahma's birthday (:

2010-06-20T23:57:00.000+08:00

Hie . Had tuition in e morning ):

Woke up early ! tired . HAHA .

Then went to eat and went home .

I'm a good girl so i did my homework .

And ard 5 plus , went to take the cake .

Went off to my cousin's house .

Had fun there .

Ate e buffet .

At ard 9 plus , went to cut cake .

Omg , there's 3 diff type .

1 is Jaslyn go decorate for all father's de .

The other one is book for grandma's birthday .

Last one is e Shou tao de .

Big big one , when open then inside got 20 small ones .

Nice yeah ! :D

Ate all , but not alot hahaha .

Sound like a glutton .

Went back home afterwards .

Happy father's day daddy ! :D

Happy birthday ahma ! (:

TEOHENG :D

2010-06-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hie ! Went to teoheng with Geraldine , Sh , Marilyn , Jr and Chun yu .

Went only from 12.45 - 3 . Time is not enough !

We didnt book earlier so not room .

Manage to get only this room .

Omg , was so fun .

Skip many songs because of e shortage of time .

We swear to go back there again man !

Next time we'll sing from 1 - 7 . HAHA .

Went to Parkway Parade after that .

Shop and walk ard .

Jr and cy wanted to eat so we went to e food court .

Before that we bought ice cream to eat (:

Nice and cheap (:

Then went to arcade . Walk ard , slack .

Nothing to do hahaa .

5 plus , went to eat dinner .

Marilyn , jr and cy left .

So only me sh and dine :D

After we eat , went to Charles and keith , cotton on , m)phosis and some others .

We were crazy . Esp Sh .

She tried like alot of shoes in Charles and keith HAHA .

And we tried one super high heel ! :D

Went cotton on , e shoes were nice .

We plan to buy one each but no money .

Walk and tried on many things .

Went home at 6 plus 7 .

Reach home before 8 :D

Father's day tmr :D

Seize The Moment .

2010-06-18T21:41:00.000+08:00

Wow , it was awesome (:

Went to eat breakfast with friends in e morning .

Went back to school .

Slacked in e CO room for awhile then went to buy food (:

Geraldine and me went to buy drinks and seaweed .

Bus to Esplanade . Went off first with some .

The rest came later .

Went to our allocated rooms .

WOW . Was nice . Especially e toilet ! :D

Went to help Log agfter that (:

Rehearsal , then break .

Full dress rehearsal was next .

Had dinner after that .

Need to put on make up and tie plaits .

Aww . My hair is hard to tie .

In the end , many ppl did not pin up their fringe \Y/

Concert start at 7.30 .

Soon it was our turn .

Carmine was , BEST .

Omg , the sound effect was superb ttm . Seriously .

One word , AWESOME .

Ended , went back to room to pack up .

Took bus back to school .

Daddy came to pick me .

Went to sleep afterwards .

Today , at first had games rehearsal but was postpone .

Went to lunch with them at s11 .

Went back home after that (:

Going teoheng tmr . Byes ! :D

HAHA

2010-06-16T21:23:00.002+08:00

Hello :D Went for lunch tdy .

Was raining damn heavily ):

Went to eat , walked ard .

Went to FairPrice . Had lots of fun there LOL .

Marilyn ~ HAHA .

Secret :D

Then went off for Each a cup .

Went back to school .

Still raining though .

Walk in e rain and was feeling damn cold .

Went to CO room .

Guys went to play bball . Is it that fun ?

Perhaps i should try to understand ?

Then combine . Went up for rehearsal when its our turn .

Ended , but CO had to play once more cuz ding laoshi wanted to improve .

So yeah , last to go .

Lucky tmr dont need report so early .

Went back to CO room . Hear Mr Wong talk .

He gave us J.CO mini donuts ! Yum yum ! :D

Thank you Mr Wong ! :D

Guys went for bball again .

Went for dinner with mr wong and a group of people .

Went home .

Overall quite okay tdy (:

Nth much .

Need to meet them rather early tmr .

Gonna sleep early too (:

Am very tired tdy !

My stomach's still pain . Aww ):

Anyway , bye and nights ! :D

1st year ! :D

2010-06-15T16:40:00.004+08:00

-- 160609--

Hello ! :D

From strangers to friends .

From friends to being together .

From the start of 160609 , i never knew we would last .

From one month to another , you gave me the love that i never knew .

From quarrelling and scolding of each other .

From forgiving and forgetting .

From all the things that you have done for me .

From staying by my side all this while .

My love for you grew stronger .

All the things that we have gone through together .

All the promises that we have made to each other .

To keep this relationship going .

It came true .

Every month of saying : Hope we'll last , hope we'll last . "

Yes we did , and we're happy .

And again , i seriously hope we can last .

Yeah , forever and always .

All the stupid things that we have done together .

Shedding all the tears for you .

Its worth it .

Because , i love you .

Tired of keeping this from my parents .

Tired of lying to them .

But to keep this relationship .

I promise .

I'll never let you down .

We'll keep this going .

And remember , i only have you in my heart .

Remember and never forget .

I'll be waiting , for the second year and so on .

The ring that locked our heart together .

Our heart that sees through each other's mind .

Our mind that think of stupid things .

Things that keep us together .

Together , is just a word .

Heart is the main .

Yes , LOVE YOU TTM ! :D

-- 160610 --

:D

2010-06-15T16:31:00.002+08:00

HIHI :D

Was happy today ? HAHA .

Okay , had combine tdy . Some epic things happen . Aww .

LAUGH LIKE MAD (:

End at ard 12.45 , and waited for e GUYS .

Cuz they playing basketball .

Went to Toastbox to eat . Yummy (:

Shi Hui ate e Laksa and its quite nice ! :D

Shall go eat that some other time yeah ? (:

I ate fruity toast set , Banana and strawberry ! :D

Then had each a cup (:

Mango passion smoothie

Marilyn say "we" shall go buy e Lover's Melody tmr ! :D LOL .

But i think , its not for real hahaha .

Nth to do , so went home (:

Geraldine was sick , so she went home first .

Took 291 with Bi (:

He slept i think . HAHA .

Cute ^^v

Soon reached my stop .

Bi's sleeping now .

Hope i can ton e night tdy ? (:

I hope so ! But i think i cant ._.

Tiredxzxz a little :x HAHA .

Slept late last night ! :D

Gonna be a big big day tmr . Hope to be happy and i will ! :D

Geraldine mummy get well soon oh !

I love you (:>

COOOOOOOOOO ! (:

2010-06-14T22:48:00.002+08:00

Hiexzs . Woke up early tdy ! :D

Had lunch before going for CO , as usual .

Changed , because we have full dress rehearsal .

Was quite okay actually :D

Dont feel like ending CO practices .

Though its tiring , but without CO , i feel bored and weird .

So yeah , i rather have CO (:

Kay , i'm tired . I dont feel like sleeping though ! ):

I'll see wad i can do .

Till then , Waiting for WEDNESDAY ! :D

SUNDAYYYYY BLACK .

2010-06-13T22:44:00.000+08:00

Wei wei :D Backed !

Tuition was cancelled tdy ! :D

Hai me wake up so early ):

Went back to sleep till 12 . HAHA .

Went to eat , and back home to do my work . NO LIFE MANXZS .

After MANY hours of work , went for dinner at Bedok .

Had durians after that .

Co tmr , BYEXZS .

/ Happy 15 month Shi Hui and Benedict ! :D

Tired TTM ! ):

2010-06-12T21:03:00.003+08:00

Hello , Backed from a long long long long day !

Was tired , really tired .

Had Co from 9 .

Woke up at 7 to bathe and get ready .

Need to reach school at 8.30 .

Mummy had a hard time waking me up , i swear .

I was seriously , like damn tired ):

Fell asleep quite fast ytd .

Was texting Bi and , ya . Woke to find its morning alr . LOL .

They had MTDC for primary school kids so ya we had to go to e canteen .

Was pretty cool , first time i see e whole orchestra playing so unite-ly in e canteen .

FIRST TIME . Like everybody was co-operating (:

Then it was our turn for rehearsal .

Finally break .

I slept for awhile i think .

To replenish my energy , if not i might not be able to hold any longer haha ..

Rehearsal ended , went for lunch at Kopitiam .

Went to T1 , CL .

went back to school for combine . Ended pretty much early tdy ! :D
Yay , finally i get to rest .

Waited for parents too come and fetch me .

Went to eat crab mi fen . HAHA .

Went home to bathe and stuff .

I wish i';m lying on bed going to sleep .

but i cant and i dont want .

I dont wanna end the day so soon .

And once i open my eyes , its e next day .

Which i dreaded , because there's tuition .

Haiiz , start at 10 , have to wake up at 9 .

Omg , when can i stop my busy schedule ?

I've got enough . Its even more tiring then normal school days ):

Helpppppp ! ):

Whole stack of homework yet to touch .

Especially AS . Haiiz , dont even know wad to do ):

Gonna rest , bye .

Get me out of my life , pretty soon . I cant hold anymore longer .

Just , breakdown , forget about everything .

Haiiz , just.... JIAYOU BAH SHIRLEY .

Tired .

2010-06-11T21:57:00.001+08:00

Hie , Backed from CO .

Want to school at 11 , cuz Shi Hui wanted me to accompany her .

Reached , and waited for them .

Till 12.30 , went for lunch .

Had pepper lunch (:

Nice ttm . :D

Went back to school for Rehearsal .

Tdy was not bad , manage to do 2 rounds ? (:

Was damn tired by the end of the day .

I dont know why . Just tired haha .

Went to dinner with them .

Didnt talk much , really dont have e strength to talk .

Tired ttmmmmmmm .

Went home at ard 8 plus .

Watched tv and went to sleep .

Shall update tmr again after CO (:

I'm really damn tired...

COOOOOO . ):

2010-06-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

Backed again . Had CO again from 9-1 . Omg tired ):

Managed to end early .

Came back for rehearsal .

Was like damn messy haha .

Took our costumes . Lucky mine got name (:

Hahaha .

Then went off for dinnr with parents (:

Gonna eat dinner with em tmr maybe ?

Going off to sleep !

Byexz (:

CO and again .

2010-06-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

Backed , from CO .

Simply no life . Everyday is just CO and CO .

Get me a life manxzs .

Supposed to end at 6 , drag till 7 .

Say we come late , but in fact is they make us wait .

Like wad the , our fault like that .

Change sitting arrangements , took quite a long time .

Tdy was quite okay .

Bi slept early . So i nth to do . HAHA .

Sleep well ! :D

Jiayou wor (:

\L/

CO again .

2010-06-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

Backed . Went for CO again . Damn no life . Co was at 9 .

Combine was pretty again . Funneh , thats all i can say HAHA .

Was released early .

So had lunch . Went to S11 .

Wanted bubbletea from Sweet Talk . Walked but went to each a cup .

So bought . Was ex . LOL . But nice .

I realised i had been drinking each a cup for consecutive days . LOL .

Want backed . Zhang Bin came tdy . No fun .

Had practice , ended at 5 then went home . Thats all .

Shall update tmr when i come back from CO ! Bye ! :D

Daddy's Birthday ! :D

2010-06-07T21:01:00.001+08:00

Hie ! Went for CO .

Had lunch with Marilyn and all first .

Bought each a cup again . LOL .

My money is flying away ):

Went for CO .

LOL , we waited for like so damn long before its our turn .

So had to rehearse in the CO room for awhile .

CO ended , daddy came to fetch me and we went to eat .

It was daddy's birthday tdy ! :D

Ate and went home . Nothing much :D

Kay bye !! Update tmr (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY ! :D

Shopping ! :D

2010-06-06T21:10:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 8 tdy .

Went to san qing gong .

Was so crowded man !

So smoky there too .

Saw a group of people playing with chinese instruments so i told my mother .

I said , all the instrument my school also have . LOL .

Then e yangqin is guy play de ! HAHA .

So little girls lohh !

Then went off at ard 10 plus 11 .

Daddy and brother went home .

Me , my cousin , my mummy and my aunt went for shopping .

First went to my aunt's house to get shopping list from her maid .

Went to J8 after that . Went Face shop and bought my nail polish ! :D

Hot pink !

Went to eat lunch . Ate Salmon pepper rice ! :D

Yummy :D

Then went back to cousin's hse to fetch my another cousin .

She want to come to Tampines to do rebonding . HAHA .

So fetch her here .

Went to TM after that .

Went M)phosis .

Bought sandals ! :D

50% , omg so cheap $_$

Went cotton on , and after awhile cousin need to go off .

So me and mummy walked to T1 .

Bought my Ink bag ! :D YAY !

Decided to put my sandals inside together with mummy's .

Cuz e new bag is smelly , so mummy say need the air . LOL .

So okay . LOL .

Bought each a cup .

Walked to Sprts Hall after that . Had Badminton .

Went off for dinner at Bedok . With my mummy's sister .

Then had durians after that .

We had it at aunt's house :D

There's dogs there , but it didnt come out . So ya , didnt get to see both .

Only got to see 1 . Was quite cute , but i'm scared . HAHA .

Then went home .

Nothing much , CO tmr . Bye ! :D

Grandma's birthday .

2010-06-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hiexzs ! :D

Went for CO . Had lunch with bi before going .

CO was okay tdy .

Went for grandma's birthday celebration tdy .

Want to some i dont know wad restaurant .

The food there was only so so .

I still prefer my G7 alrights !

Shall nvr go there ever again . Back to our usual G7 please ! D:

Then went to ah ma house for cake cutting .

Stayed there for awhile then went home (:

Gonna sleep early tonight !

Have to go and pray ahgong tmr , so need to wake early .

Byexzs ! :D

Diney Part 2 !

2010-06-04T20:54:00.010+08:00

Hi , went to Geraldine's house tdy . Did alittle of physics .

Went to 7 eleven . Slurpee was not rdy , so walked to t-Mart to get them . HAHA .

Went back after that .

Watched S.H.E MVs on tv .

And finally , camwhore , like once again . Omg , geraldine like siao ! :D

Pictures :D

Geraldine and mexzxz ! :D

CO.

2010-06-03T20:45:00.003+08:00

Hi , backed from CO . Tiring day indeed ):

Had combine from 9 - 5 .

Most pathetic , in e morning only 15 ppl were there .

Best ttm was there's only 1 person in my section ( which was me ) , 1 person in Guanyue .

NONE in percussion , 3 in cello quite a number in tanboyue .

Which was like , speechless .

I was scared out of my wits .

Luckily there's break !

I solo-ed for less then 5 mins only . HAHA .

Was damn heng .

Zhang Bin came in e afternoon .

Fuck , he was like keep hitting me .

Ask me to put my hand properly . OUCH .

Then he dont know want to do wad , suddenly take my hand and play very hard on e erhu .

Poor hand and zhonghu ): Aww .

I was like , omg its gonna break .

Released at 5 plus . Daddy fetch me .

Went for dinner , and home (:

FML .

2010-06-02T13:44:00.002+08:00

Thanks manxzs . Thanks CO , for giving me such a life .

FML .

Orchard !

2010-05-29T20:05:00.002+08:00

Backed ! :D

Went Orchard ytd with mummy (:

Bi slept till 2 in e afternoon ! But he only slept at 8 in e morning D:

Poor thing :[

Took MRT there and many epic things happen .

Seriously , go out with my mummy damn no face !

HAHA. Shopped , eat . Went home at ard 8 plus ?

Nth much :]

Had CO tdy .

Bi say he want to wake at 10 in e end wake at 10.45 ! pig :x

Heh . Went Mc cafe , drink eat.

Went to open plaza.

Slacked , and went to school (:

CO , and Bi left early . Was boring after that ):

Nth much , Byexz .

Last day of school ! :]

2010-05-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

Yay , tdy was e last day of school ! :D

Got back results and was quite satisfied :]

Class position 8/38 level position 73/203 .

Was damn happy !

Gonna work super hard for EOY :D

Went food junction to eat. Shop and went to Geraldine's house.

See Bi sleep and snore , so cute ! :x

Daddy came to fetch me after that .

At night , went to ah ma's house :D

Went home (:

Workshopxz

2010-05-25T19:48:00.003+08:00

Hello :] Backed !

HAd a boring day in school tdy ):

Workshop , was boring shit .

Then AS after that . Went through wad to do for homework .

Did a story . Went for CO.

Had many many homeworks ): Haiiz..

Like almost every subject one lohh ):

So many rehearsals in June , plus camp.

Really dont feel like going... ):

My whole holiday is screwed .

Went for CO. Practically slacking throughout.

Laughing together with e guys , Nicholas, yie xuan , shafraaz .

Seriously , they damn epic. Damn racies ! :D

Funny shit !!!!!!!

Cheer me up , a little .

But wasnt really sad uh. Hahaha .

Cheer up cheer up :]

Science centre trip tmr . Gawd , make sure its fun .

PTM after that . Boring i guess .

Byexz.

S.H.E Pictures :D

2010-05-24T16:33:00.007+08:00

Hello ! :D I'm backed. Have not used e com in e weekends .

Watching my show for e whole day and went out with family (:

Sat :

Stayed home till around 4 plus till daddy and mummy come back .

Ate Mc for lunch with korkor.

Watched my disc. Was so addicted . LOL . Though its a very very very long ago de show.

But its damn nice ! It was my b'dae present from Marilyn. HAHA.

Parents came back and we went to Causeway point (:

My dad went to buy a watch ! :D

Nice , but ex. I wanted a OGM. But , was like damn ex.

Looked at Adidas and Levi's , dont have i like de :[

Nvm , shall wait. HAHA.

Ate KFC for dinner. I wanted Dian xiao er ):

Gonna get fatttt. >:[

Ate fast food for all meals. Grr .

Bought many things. Not me . LOL.

Everybody bought something tdy. Haha.

Went home at ard 8 plus .

Sun :

Nth to do , was a little bored .

Stayed home and watched tv again .

At night, went to my ah ma's hse . Haha.

Went home , and continue watching.

Tdy :

Went to school. Thought got movie , but is on wed LOL.

Had some singing thing.

LOL , ABC chinese ?

The singing was , epic .

Slack all e way LOL.

Ended at ard 11.30 .

Went CO room to look at e CO experience.

Sec 1s are so noisy .

Then went to eat. Celebrated Tori's b'dae too.

Got bash by us HAHA.

Esp by Simin. Many ppl looking at us ._.

Omg , so ps . LOL.

Okay thats all , pictures on e S.H.E concert on 17 April 2010 :]

Enjoy ! But not that clear thought (:

:D

2010-05-21T20:38:00.002+08:00

Hieeee. Backed :]

Did not use the com ytd cuz daddy snatch it >:[

Got back all my results.

Were not satisfied , but i'm happy (:

Shall write down all my marks. Aint very good. Haha (:

Only for mid years, not overall (:

Eng : 54 / 100 c6

Chi : 62 / 100 b4

Maths : 61 / 100 b4

Chem : 72 / 100 a2

Physics : 45 / 100 d7 : combine science : 58 / 100 c5

Ss : 66 / 100 b3

History : 34 / 100 f9 : combine humans : 50 / 100 c6

AS : 71 / 100 a2

POA : 78 / 100 a1

Yeah, bad. Haha.

Only got like 2 A ):

But luckily didnt fail anything (:

But i think for some , ca will pull me up or down .

Hopefully , maths will pull me up (:

So gonna work hard hard for EOY , i swear .

Esp for Physics, History and AS. YES.

Overall english , didnt fail . Saw marksheet tdy , was 50.4 .

Damn heng . I was so happy !!!

Cuz i failed for my past 3 CAs ):

Gonna work super hard for next half year :]

Went subway with jr , marilyn , ah lim , ben .

Ate , and they went home. Went "shopping" with marilyn and saw many cute stuffs.

And we were like omg omg ! I want that. LOL.

Went home shortly. Went to couple lab and saw many nice stuff !

Especially e book keychain. Omgxzxz.

But its damn ex ! ): Forget it :x HAHA.

Marilyn know which ring i wan and was like , i help you tell jg . Then i replied NO.

LOL. HAHA.

Went home , and went out with parents.

Fun day tdy , but Bi didnt come school ):

Get well soon ! :D

Going shopping tmr ! I wanna get a watch ):

But i'm sure parents wont allow ! ):

There's many many things that i want to get ! HAHA.

No money !!! Damn , forget it (:

Kays , gonna facebook.

Byexz (:

RESULTS !

2010-05-19T20:31:00.002+08:00

Hello :D backed.

Went school tdy. Was kind of tired cuz it has been like a week since i wake up early ._.

Was raining , and yeah walked in rain. Got back results.

Was disappointed with my languages.

Chinese B4, disgrace. Haiz.

English, at least i pass. But i think my CAs will all pull me down ):

And i think i'll fail in e end. Haiz wad to do ? ):

Most sastifying ones were POA and AS.

POA at least i get an A1. Maintain throughout . Keep up (:

AS, though i wanted to drop, but somehow, by getting a A2 for THEORY kind of motivated me.

But i wonder how i'm going start off with practical. Haiz.

I hope those subjects that i'll be taking back tmr would have better results.

Hope my efforts wasnt in vain (:

Was a little crazy after school tdy. HAHA. Maybe getting back results got me crazy.

Cheer up bi ! You can de (:

Lets work hard together okay (:

I'm sure i'll motivate you to study ! :D

/There's always another time.

So going do well for this year and next year (:

Gambate ! :D

Reunion (:

2010-05-18T10:41:00.004+08:00

HI! Been rotting at home and munching e seaweeds.

School starts tmr. Awww ):

Chat with pri school friends and facebook alot. \Y/

Rh and me have gone crazy e past few days HAHA.

Random. Byexz.

going out with primary school friends :D

Update at night !

Miss mexzxz.

Back ! Met Val on bus. Chat with her all e way on phone till e bus came.

Luckily there's no one . HAHA.

Then carlyn and her bf reached alr.

She chased her bf home. \Y/

Went kopitiam. See val eat.

Then Ruhui and Janice came. Sit at almost same place. HAHA.

They left. Then val me and carlyn went minitoons.

Bought sweets. Say rh and janice there too.

Went pop, times and many more.

Was bored, so went to mc cafe.

Sat there and chatted.

% plus, went home.

Jr say he saw me, but i didnt.

Alright blind. HAHA.

Had SOME pictures only.

Upload next time (:

With val. HAHA.

kk byesss :D

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2010-05-17T20:55:00.002+08:00

Hi ! I'm back :D

Cook-ed my own luch tdy. Erhem, Maybe e whole kitchen is burnt down by me.

But thank god, Its not ! (:

HAHA. If it is, i'll be chao ta alr :D

Then i'll become shao zhu :x

At ard 1 plus rh come my hse.

She crazy de ! Keep dance dance dance.

Wad korean fanssssss. YUCK :/

She dance i go do split and stuffs :D

Rh cannot go down !

Then janice came. We both push her leg behind but cannot. LOL.

Jiayou bah ! :D

Then watched S.H.E MV :D

Nice. Hahaha ! Much better then watching those korean de eh ?

Then need to go out , so they went home .

Nth much , till then. (:

Byexzxz.

11 month ! :D

2010-05-16T20:18:00.001+08:00

Happy 11 months !

It has been a long long way.

Nth much to say :]

Last long (:

1 more month ;

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2010-05-15T20:10:00.002+08:00

Exams are over but why i am not happy ?

Ppl are all enjoying themselves..but me ? Wad can i do ?

I've had enough of this life. If only i'm given a choice to end this life or carry on without pain.

I promise to stop thinking. But i cant. I really cant.

There's just too many things to hide.

There's just too many things i'm afraid of.

There's just too many things that cannot be changed.

The only thing is i must accept the fact that its happening to me.

Why me. Why . I've been thinking. And i really dont want to talk about it anymore.

Just put this aside. Carry on with life.

Cry if you feel like crying, because its bad to hold it in.
But those who love and care for you don’t want to see you sad.
And you aren’t the only one going through struggles in life,
everyone is..

少了一个人..

2010-05-14T20:55:00.001+08:00

朋友聚会吵闹的快乐
在她们离开以后变稀薄
走路回家回像山洞的窝
突然渴望有人能来接我
泡著热水在浴室赖著
思念却也被滚烫冒烟了
最后的简讯看到能背了
多久没有再联络一想还是痛

少了一个人宠爱我
朋友的爱成分就是不同
最难过是笑著面对被羡慕自由
练很久的成熟也快遮掩不住寂寞

妈妈在电话裏挂念我
上次欲言又止她还记得
喜欢装没事其实最累了
但我清楚很多事哭了也没用

少了一个人拥抱我
那种拥抱能够忘了所有
两个人就算下雪后赤脚逆著风
也不觉得冰冻还笑得比阳光炽热

少了一个人懂得我
能够体会我倔强又脆弱
不记仇温柔原谅我情绪太波动
用泪光舍不得融化我累积的寂寞

很固执无条件爱我从来没变过
在大吵的时候会抱著我沉默不动

This explains how i feel...

God bless me.

End.

2010-05-14T10:05:00.002+08:00

Finally and finally. I still have e illusion to study HAHA. But i will not ! I'm not that damn kays ! Many things have happened recently. Dont wanna talk about it . Things will just get better right ? Haha. Nth much to say . Just hope that i'll get good results :D

Went movie ytd with Jg, dine, sh, ben, marilyn, matt . Watched "the last song" . Quite nicee but i didnt watch e ending ! D: After e movie, wanted subway but everybody no money liao . So no choice haha ! Went Kopitiam ._. Stayed till ard 7 plus then bused home (:

Went to sleep at ard 10 plus. HAHA. Early night .

Byexzxz.

2010-04-23T16:38:00.002+08:00

And maybe this is the way it's suppose to be, and maybe i just have to accept that,
but maybe, just maybe, i dont want this.

I just wanna live...can i ?

The only way to describe how i feel is to die

LOST IN MY OWN PATHETIC SADNESS.

MYE in 4 days time...can i ever escape..i mights well just die. Doesnt bother anyone much. Wad for..failed in everything i do.

Just screw it.

Must i continue to put on a brave front or just...break down ?

Stressed.

Give me a break from reality..

FML.

10 Month !

2010-04-16T15:56:00.001+08:00

Hey happy 10th month bi !

Love you forever and always ,

Thanks for always being by me :D

Zhuzhu :x !

DINEYYYYYYY :D

2010-04-03T21:00:00.002+08:00

Hey hi !

Alright , celebrated Geraldine's birthday ytd :D

Went to go kbox , but not many people wanted .

So in e end , went for movie :D

Watched Whip it . Kinda funny and nice yeah !

Anyway , that was a random pick okay !

Before that , ate cake .

Cheesecake , but e cheese too strong >:(

Then after movie , went whitesands to take neoprint :D

At ard 7 ? Went to TM for Swensens :D

Geraldine's mummy was there too !

And she treated us :D

So nice of her hor ! :D

Then ard 8 plus , went home (:

Tdy , went to lunch .

Then went for co :D

Tdy's practice was kinda slack :/

Kk byesss :D